How do I feel, you say?
I don't know. I've never been this proud of myself before. I can feel my heart is now packed with random feeling I just can't describe, butterflies in my tummy, cold hands, trembling legs; I think I might explode.
I've never expected anything like this; even when I was attending the very same ceremony last year and watching those best students shaking hands with Professor Akhmaloka. I just went through the period of two semesters normally, procrastinating, deadlines, faculty events, just like everyone else and then crossed my fingers. Considering I came from a vocational high school, I think it is a VERY BIG blessing to only attending such the best campus in town, no, in the country. To be the best student? Don't ask me. It's like, are you kidding me? Are you sure?
Ugh I feel the urge to tell everyone I love, everyone I care about, but shizz let's just calm down.
Written in the caption of the photo I uploaded on social medias are the ones whose name I first thought about after I've received the announcement.
Buat ibu, ibu, ibu. Buat bapak, buat Lala. Buat almamaterku SMKN 1 Cimahi yang tadi disebutin pake mik di Sabuga.
No kidding, I mean the mention of my previous school's name is a. big. deal. At least for me. The ceremony was attended by approximately 5000 people, can you believe it! They need to notice these kids from Cimahi, these kids from vocational high school. We can make it too, you know *wink*.
I reallllly want to say thanks to everybody that has been supporting me until this very day. Thank you so much, I wouldn't make it till this place without all of you. The teachers and staffs on my previous school, my bestfriends, my high-school friends, my high-school classmates, FSRD 2013, people who cook the meals in the canteen, random people I've met who inspired me by only a glance, everyone, everyone I've met and I haven't met.
I feel like I'm winning an oscar. I'm sorry but I need to say my gratitude to all of you, but you deserve better than this crappy post so I'll just make du'as for you instead, okay?
Take care all of you, I love you, thank you for everything.