Just right after I realised I'm currently leading a boring life, universe hits me right in the face. Now I suddenly have something to bear, something to take care of, something that is big and life changing.
I am worried, but I'm excited, though. I mean now I can hear the sound of my heart beating, and life is scarier, and I am very, very worried about what is going to happen next, but I finally feel alive. I'm living.
This is the point when you turn back into those past times and you were like, wow I've changed so much I didn't plan this to happen.
Here's to more of raging hearts, sleepless nights, uncountable gratitude, and Allah's beautiful plans. Bismillah.